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Vision getting more specific

2010-10-05T12:36:00.000-07:00

1. Producing a Short Film/Feature Starring me. Looking through Lopez's Scripts, selecting one and getting to work.

2. Creating my own one woman/ 2 women show/ standup comedy routine. -Comedy and music.

3. Creating my own artistic community of actors passionate and ready to work for their careers, collectively moving forward.

4.Creating my own spiritual community and network. Events where we learn about a specific Spiritual topic, small party gatherings, building ourselves and each other up toward spiritual growth. Filming the Q& A as a web series. A blog with a directory of individual people and places in NY spiritual community.

Formations of Goals

2010-09-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

I had been doing for the sake of doing the past year.

Now I will do with a clear vision and a truthful passion to sustain me.

I know I want to be an actress and Producer. Greater preference to film than theatre.

I also am very interested in Spirituality.

1)write 90minute film, produce it and film it, and star in it as well (of course).

2) mediation affirmation CDs with candles, crystals, and herb kits.

3) Affirmation, Goal setting, and extracting False belief instructional inspirational video.

One thing this past year has given me was confidence that I can do it myself, better than those who were employing me (with half ass standards )"trying to do it". Also it put me in contact with very helpful talented individuals: Lopez Williams, Big Foot Lee, B Heston, and a multitude of others. It also taught me that working with others on specific task can be mind blowing, but I for my over all objective I don't need to hold myself back for unqualified people to catch up. Work with others who can elevate me, or at the very least sustain and maintain at my level.

Thank you Lord for everything you've given me, how could I ever be blind to my countless blessings.

Inner Game of Tennis

2010-09-13T09:58:00.001-07:00

SO I've been doing some reading. I saw my plans for action for acting wasn't working, so I decided to study success and the fundemental principals. I started by re-reading my book, "the ultimate secrets of self confidence", which inturn inspired me to re-visit this success blog and change my approach by documenting spiritual technique and basic principles, affirmations, visualizations, meditations, etc. During this time I discovered Jivamukti Yoga, which I really identify with and already see the bennefits, (all except with not eating meat, the (vegan thing-I tried) doesn't work well for me.)

Then I moved on to the Inner Game of Tennis and recieved an emphiphany. I am so focused on what I need to improve, focused on what I don't have and what I need, its such a habit of thinking for me I don't know how to escape it ...yet! but I need to just forget all this bull shit and do it, with what I already have and already know, their are plenty of less educated people out there who have less who are doing so much more. What is my DEAL!!? Stop focusing on what i need to fix: "all i have to do is fix that or change this or be more this" always trying. trying to be this something else that i view as better instead of just being, just doing, just having.

DAMN How many more years need to go by!!!

SO I threw the book down and got up and felt compelled to "do". I cleaned my kitchen and then went on a 15minute jog, ran to the bank and did some errands. Then I thought, its okay to learn more, and get better, and expand beyond where i am, BUT i need to acknowledge where I am and be thankful for that. And know That I have alot to offer, and focus on what I have, nurture that, and watch that grow. You water seeds that already are in the ground and watch those seeds grow and sprout and bloom, not patches of desolate land hoping something will turn up.

Not only do I have seeds in the ground already, but fully blossomed rose bushes, that just need some tending to and grooming.

I 'm waking up!

SO no more focusing on problems, weakness, and things I need and don't have. Now I'm being thankful for what I have, and focusing on that!!!

Visualization of Spiritual, artistic comunity

2010-09-08T12:42:00.000-07:00

visualization of ownership & mutual effective partnership

2010-09-08T12:38:00.001-07:00

visualization money

2010-09-08T12:33:00.000-07:00

visualization Stylish comfortable wardrobe

2010-09-08T12:20:00.000-07:00

visualization lucrative acting Career

2010-09-08T12:15:00.000-07:00

visualizations Apartment

2010-09-08T11:49:00.000-07:00

Decomposing False beliefs. Building Goals

2010-09-08T10:05:00.000-07:00

I want

1) Stylish and comfortable wardrobe.

2)lucrative acting career

3)Nice Beautiful Private Spacious Apartment with all my amentities and needs

4)Money

5)Belong to a spiritual, artistic, cultural community

6) ownership of all that I'm involved in: career, home, money, life, community

Identifying False beliefs

1) Stylish and comfortable wardrobe.

-I'm not making enough money to purchase clothes*m

-I 'm not hip to what looks good*k

-All the clothes I want are so expensive*m

-Shoes and purses are expensive*m

- I dont have money to get my hair done, and it takes alot of energy to do it myself*m

(4Money & 1knowledge)

2)lucrative acting career

-There are still areas of my talent I need to work on*j

-I know I can do it, but I haven't done it yet so how can I be sure*k

-Its hard for me to access my natural ability when I'm nervous*j

-Its hard for me to be myself*j

-i dont know where to start*k

-I cant seem to get an agent*j/k

_I'm tired of doing work for free.*m/e

_I dont want to waste my time*t

_there is so much I need to learn*k

-I cant afford the classes I want, and the seminars I want, and the other materials I need*m

_I'm tired*e

(2energy,1time,4knowlegde,2money,4 judgement)

3)Nice Beautiful Private Spacious Apartment with all my amentities and needs

_I cant afford a new apartment*m

-the kinds of places cost so much money*m

-I cant afford to live by myself*m

-im tired of roomates*e

-i need aplace i can just be myself and have things as I want it*j

-I dont want to move from my area*k

I dont want to move far away from Lopez*t

(3money& 1energy& 1 judgement, 1 knowledge, 1 time)

4)Money

-I m not good with money*j

_to have money is to not have time*t

-i cant afford to wast time*t

-i dont want to spend my life doing what i dont want to do*F

-I want freedom*f

I want to be free*f

-Im mad at myself for wasting my money*m

-this job does not pay enough at all*m

-I hate living check to check*m

-I'm so stressed and so short on time*t

(1judgement, 3time, 3 freedom, 3 money)

5)Belong to a spiritual, artistic, cultural community

-I havent found the right fit for me.*K

-I dont seem to fit well with a lot of people*J

_i dont like feeling judged*J

-I dont feel i can afford to participate*M

-i m tired*E

-I dont know enough about any of these groups*K

-I just want to be free*F

(2knowledge,2judgement, 1 money, 1 energy, 1 freedom)

6) ownership of all that I'm involved in: career, home, money, life, community

_I feel oppresed and repressed*J/F

_i feel judged*J

-O feel i dont have control*F

-I feel wasteful*F

-I have alot of great ideas but i'm fearful* F

_I wish i could be free*F

_ I dont know where to start.K

_i need help and support.*K

(2judgement,5 freedom, 2 knowledge)

Decomposing False Beliefs & creating Affirmations

1)I cant afford, I dont have enough.Everything is too expensive. *13

-God has always taken care of me. I have a supportive family that are willing to give.

-I have the intelligence and talent to get what i need

-with patience anything is possible

I prosper wherever I turn and I know that I deserve prosperity of all kinds
The more grateful I am, the more reasons I find to be grateful
I pay my bills with love as I know abundance flows freely through me.

2) I dont have freedom*9

-God has given me free will and with that I can do what ever I want.

-I am my own boss, I have complete control over everything I do and say.

-No one can tell me what to do, they can only suggest. I have the final say in everything

-Ii is irrelevant what others want, only what I want really plays a significant role in my life.

3) I feel judged*10

-My opinion is the only opinion that should really matter to me.

-I am only concerned with pleasing my self, and attending to my needs.

-I am a special unique person and thats what I love about me.

-God made me, there fore I am, I have every right to be here doing whatever.

When I believe in myself, so do others
I express my needs and feelings
I am my own unique self - special, creative and wonderful

4)I dont know where to start. I don't know enough.*10

-I know enough to get me from A to B

-I have many experiences that make me interesting and add to my learnings

-I am aware and open to learning on a daily basis

-Experienceis the best teacher, all i can do, is jump in and do it.

-I am bold, I am ready, I am here, and I belong.

5)Im tired.*4

-I am using my energy wisely.

-I am renewed.

-I have let go of my past so that I can now stand using my energy for the ever present now.

Life is a joy filled with delightful surprises
My life is a joy filled with love, fun and friendship all I need do is stop all criticism, forgive, relax and be open.
I choose love, joy and freedom, open my heart and allow wonderful things to flow into my life.

6)I'm dont want to wast time. *5

-God is forever giving opportunities, and I am open to recieve them

-The only time is now.

-I forgive my self for the my past and I am open and ready for the now

All my relationships are loving and harmonious
I am at peace
I trust in the process of life

New Belief & Attitude

The Transmutation

1) There are no limits to what I can have, live, and enjoy from life.

2) I release my self unto the world so that I may enjoy ultimate freedom and spontaniety.

3) I love myself and that is the only thing that matters

4) I have and know everything I need to know for right now. I am ready for life.

5) I have destroyed energy consumers and have renewed myself. I am full of life.

6) The only time that matters is now. Timing has never been so perfect.

Now!!! I feel much better. That was along tedious process but I feel better. Now I can destroy the habits of negative thinking by replacing them with these affirmations.

Stay tuned for the new results of my life.

PS. After years of reprograming my thoughts, ideas, knowledge of Love i have finally found!!! LOVE!!

Lopez is the most wonderful lover, friend, and companion. I am truely blessed. He gets me through my darkest hours and shine light on my cloudy days. I love him and am in love with him. I never knew love could feel this good. For the first time...me and love are friends.

Where Am I?

2010-09-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

Here I am, just turned 25, and I have all these failed plans and dreams and ideas that just don't seem to be able to connect to reality. My biggest accomplishment in the last couple of years has been graduating from NYU. I've always been a phenomenal actress, song writer, creative individual, but my potential doesnt seem to be at the present moment making it past "potential".

I've been so blessed and yet so blind, that I haven't been able to capitalize on my blessings and resources. I feel like a chef, having the the best of ingredients, best of tools, and kitchen amenities but I cant seem to make up my mind on what to make or I dont have any recipes to use. Either way, my problems are becoming clearer, but no solutions in sight, or there are solutions but I cant seem to effectively implement them.

Realizing that my family and my boyfriend are the people who care the most about me, I am extremely blessed. I had money that I invested in myself, but the return has not yielded. Now I feel without. Really even when I had money I was stressed and not happy, and worried about losing it.

At the end of the day, I want to be happy. I want to be successful at whatever it is I do. I worry about the future but dont live for the now. or I live only for the now and the future seems unstable. I need balance in my life.

Spirituality, it all talks of positivity, and visualizations and affirmations, and I dont know what I'm doing i feel as though im trying but i just seem to be scratching the surface.

Change.

Change .

Change.

I need it more so now than ever. I have no idea what will be. but I cant afford to live this life Im living, and I am increasingly worsening, withdrawing deeper and deeper inside myself. Becoming so up tight , and "responsible" I cant seem to enjoy myself.

Part of it is people but most of it is my self.

I need to change the parts that dont work, which essentially aren't me and should drop away.

For the longest time I've conditioned myself to be a people pleaser and approval seeker, so desperately wanting to be liked. But as I look around my life, liked as I might be to what cost.

The cost of my happiness, the cost of my self respect, and the respect of others, the cost in which nothing seems to manifest itself the way i want it. I've talked my self into being happy. i am not happy.

My family. My Boyfriend. Two things i can count on, which add to my happiness.

But I cant rely on others. I have to be happy within . what can I get. What do I want?

First step of phase 2

2009-07-25T23:49:00.000-07:00

Maintaining, Networking, Performing

Maintaining: recording songs, practicing skills and performances,

Networking: meeting Record executives, network executives, agents, managers, etc

Performing: building fanbase, practice for shows, getting word out of who we are

Now:

Maintaining: Piano composition class, NY Circus Center For the Arts-Strengthening and Flexibility class, Singing class, Recording Even Though It Seems with Shelton

Performing: Just peformed at Lime, have a show upcoming with Lue The CEO Fashion God brand

Maintaining: Garageband, Get studio for dance practice

Performing: Open mics,

Networking: event, mixers, movement

NEW Attitude

2009-07-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

No time for love, no time for idle chat, no time. All work and some play.... i have to maintain balance because i am an extremist I always go too far. I am so focused, so determined to be the star I know I am. I am so ready. and I have a lot of work to do. Its funny...I've been studying certain things for years, and they never took... and now because I'm ready...things are just picking up. so easily. musically. I'm learning piano, i'll be learning guitar, I'm getting better at recording, pretty soon i'll be making my own beats and recording. I'm so much better at harmonies, and creating backgrounds, I'm vocally arranging my own songs...practice does make perfect...my voice is dramatically improving...yay me!!! I'm taking a flexibility and strengthening class at the NY Circus Arts Center. I'm bout to be the baddest bitch... correction... i am the baddest bitch. It would be so great to have the special someone but shit, I'm so over it. From being the best good girl to the best bad girl...it don't seem to be happening for me, and I really dont have the time anymore... its the same shit different guy... maybe I'm the weirdo but whatevs...cant really care anymore. So for some reason right now, my heart is sold on working so hard and giving my all to the cause of my art, my world, my life. I'm so lazy sometimes...probably because I'm highly intelligent and things come so easily and naturally for me, I dont have to work hard....but I'm starting to see... being lazy makes me good... but working hard could make me the icon of my generation.... and for the first time...i actually care... I want to be the best... i never cared before... but now, I realize , I am blessed by God...and i want to reach my potetial, my full potential, and I dont want to spare anyone the pleasure of my presence.

Its funny, phase 2 is all about networking, and I am so not in the socializing mood right now, but hey .... I can do it. I can do anthing and everything. Its an amazing thing i'm realizing about myself. You ever one day wake up , look in the mirror and realize how amazing you are... just all the way around... I think thats whats happening to me... not in a cocky, egotistical way, but in a sincere, blessed, graceful, humble, gracious way. I am so pleased with my self. And it feels good to feel this way, secure and confident.

My birthday is coming up... no idea what to do...i usually love to do it big with a lot of folks...but i'm feeling so wanna be by myself mood right now. I think I'll just plan the perfect day for myself by myself... maybe do something with syhaya later...idk

Sassy koolade is poppin, Valerie finished the first script. Great sript, its gonna take a lot to pull it off. So now we are focused on casting and finding filming locations.

And lastly, Supremes, annoying cuz its taking so long, but good none the less because I am not ready to go on tour just yet. One girl might quit, so we'll have to replace her re-teach the harmonies and we have to choreograph the dances.....oh hell

America's Next Top Model

2009-07-12T21:40:00.001-07:00

I am a very blessed woman...whatever I want, God gives to me. I want to be on TOp Model...I know I will. All the days of my skinny tall life people tell me I should be a model. As a young 13 year old girl, who is quite aware that the boys love short thick girls, not tall boney girls, my body type has always been a heartbreakin source of torture...but now.... lets cash out on dis bitch. Let this 5'9 125lb woman get what she knows she's destined for.

I went down to dc to audition for America's Next TOp Model. It was way better than the New YOrk auditions. I got in the line at 10:30am got off at 1:30pm. I did my cute runway walk, my profile to both sides, and kept it moving. I feel very pleased about the overall audition. Time will only tell of course.

The plan is to go on top model, get some fame, hire a publicist, and milk that shit to death.

wish me luck

The 2 year Process Phase 1 coming to completion

2009-07-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

I have a plan... its really very simple....it has 3 phases. I call the plan: building the empire. Now I have 3 different sections of the Empire. The in front: acting, singing, modeling; the behind the scenes:song writing, sketch comedy scripting, directing, producing; And then there are the products: cd album, dvd comedy, fashion, and others. I have already the talent and resources in which I have cultivated at NYU.

Phase 1 is marketing and planing: building and designing the structure, the frame of the empire.

Phase 2 is networking and performing: taking the product (Me) and selling it. Molding the inside of Empire, Putting up the walls, laying down the floors, building the details of the inside.

Phase 3 is Finalized, signing contracts, stepping into the vision, becoming the star. The empire is finished and now I am moving in the furniture, interior decorating.

Phase 1...a ever long process, is coming to an end. Marketing is almost completed. My website will be done in a matter of days, my sister is steadily working on my space. The songs for both my solo career and my career with The Psyche Effect are performance ready and I have solid recordings.... Things are transitioning rather nicely to Phase 2 and I am excited about that. Phase 2 is the fun part. Check out www.Kimberly-Young.com

2009-07-06T20:16:00.001-07:00

the path

2009-07-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

Now I am currently involved with a potential project: to perform a tribute to Diana Ross and the Supremes. It will be three of us girls, reinventing the persona of the Supremes, live, on stage, in vegas. And if that goes well, we will leave there to go on tour. This could prove to be a wonderful stepping stone into my bright future. Nothing is official, of course, until contracts are signed. But things are looking bright, I am feeling optimistic, and I am ready.

In addition. My musical group The Psyche Effect, is getting ready to break loose. My sister is working on the myspace page as we speak. WE have two great songs recorded. And we making our way through the underground circuit and industry circles. Music has definitely been a focus. But acting is still in the wings

First documented

2009-06-29T10:08:00.000-07:00

Hi this is Kimberly Young.

I am a singer and actress. Building my empire up from the ground up. Not a street hustler, but I hustle everyday to arrive at my destination. Although, life is all about the journey, so I am enjoying my way up to the top. So let me pay my respects to Michael Jackson, who definitely is an inspiration to my music and artisthood. And Farrah Fawcett who was the American Icon of television. Let me introduce you to the making of the next woman, singer, actress, songwriter, dancer, and much much more. Allow me to love you all through art.

Make art not war