Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Decomposing False beliefs. Building Goals

I want
1) Stylish and comfortable wardrobe.
2)lucrative acting career
3)Nice Beautiful Private Spacious Apartment with all my amentities and needs
4)Money
5)Belong to a spiritual, artistic, cultural community
6) ownership of all that I'm involved in: career, home, money, life, community


Identifying False beliefs
1) Stylish and comfortable wardrobe.
-I'm not making enough money to purchase clothes*m
-I 'm not hip to what looks good*k
-All the clothes I want are so expensive*m
-Shoes and purses are expensive*m
- I dont have money to get my hair done, and it takes alot of energy to do it myself*m
(4Money & 1knowledge)

2)lucrative acting career
-There are still areas of my talent I need to work on*j
-I know I can do it, but I haven't done it yet so how can I be sure*k
-Its hard for me to access my natural ability when I'm nervous*j
-Its hard for me to be myself*j
-i dont know where to start*k
-I cant seem to get an agent*j/k
_I'm tired of doing work for free.*m/e
_I dont want to waste my time*t
_there is so much I need to learn*k
-I cant afford the classes I want, and the seminars I want, and the other materials I need*m
_I'm tired*e
(2energy,1time,4knowlegde,2money,4 judgement)

3)Nice Beautiful Private Spacious Apartment with all my amentities and needs
_I cant afford a new apartment*m
-the kinds of places cost so much money*m
-I cant afford to live by myself*m
-im tired of roomates*e
-i need aplace i can just be myself and have things as I want it*j
-I dont want to move from my area*k
I dont want to move far away from Lopez*t
(3money& 1energy& 1 judgement, 1 knowledge, 1 time)

4)Money
-I m not good with money*j
_to have money is to not have time*t
-i cant afford to wast time*t
-i dont want to spend my life doing what i dont want to do*F
-I want freedom*f
I want to be free*f
-Im mad at myself for wasting my money*m
-this job does not pay enough at all*m
-I hate living check to check*m
-I'm so stressed and so short on time*t
(1judgement, 3time, 3 freedom, 3 money)

5)Belong to a spiritual, artistic, cultural community
-I havent found the right fit for me.*K
-I dont seem to fit well with a lot of people*J
_i dont like feeling judged*J
-I dont feel i can afford to participate*M
-i m tired*E
-I dont know enough about any of these groups*K
-I just want to be free*F
(2knowledge,2judgement, 1 money, 1 energy, 1 freedom)



6) ownership of all that I'm involved in: career, home, money, life, community
_I feel oppresed and repressed*J/F
_i feel judged*J
-O feel i dont have control*F
-I feel wasteful*F
-I have alot of great ideas but i'm fearful* F
_I wish i could be free*F
_ I dont know where to start.K
_i need help and support.*K
(2judgement,5 freedom, 2 knowledge)



Decomposing False Beliefs & creating Affirmations

1)I cant afford, I dont have enough.Everything is too expensive. *13
-God has always taken care of me. I have a supportive family that are willing to give.
-I have the intelligence and talent to get what i need
-with patience anything is possible
  • I prosper wherever I turn and I know that I deserve prosperity of all kinds
  • The more grateful I am, the more reasons I find to be grateful
  • I pay my bills with love as I know abundance flows freely through me.
2) I dont have freedom*9
-God has given me free will and with that I can do what ever I want.
-I am my own boss, I have complete control over everything I do and say.
-No one can tell me what to do, they can only suggest. I have the final say in everything
-Ii is irrelevant what others want, only what I want really plays a significant role in my life.


3) I feel judged*10
-My opinion is the only opinion that should really matter to me.
-I am only concerned with pleasing my self, and attending to my needs.
-I am a special unique person and thats what I love about me.
-God made me, there fore I am, I have every right to be here doing whatever.
  • When I believe in myself, so do others
  • I express my needs and feelings
  • I am my own unique self - special, creative and wonderful

4)I dont know where to start. I don't know enough.*10
-I know enough to get me from A to B
-I have many experiences that make me interesting and add to my learnings
-I am aware and open to learning on a daily basis
-Experienceis the best teacher, all i can do, is jump in and do it.
-I am bold, I am ready, I am here, and I belong.

5)Im tired.*4
-I am using my energy wisely.
-I am renewed.
-I have let go of my past so that I can now stand using my energy for the ever present now.
  • Life is a joy filled with delightful surprises
  • My life is a joy filled with love, fun and friendship all I need do is stop all criticism, forgive, relax and be open.
  • I choose love, joy and freedom, open my heart and allow wonderful things to flow into my life.

6)I'm dont want to wast time. *5
-God is forever giving opportunities, and I am open to recieve them
-The only time is now.
-I forgive my self for the my past and I am open and ready for the now
  • All my relationships are loving and harmonious
  • I am at peace
  • I trust in the process of life

New Belief & Attitude
The Transmutation
1) There are no limits to what I can have, live, and enjoy from life.
2) I release my self unto the world so that I may enjoy ultimate freedom and spontaniety.
3) I love myself and that is the only thing that matters
4) I have and know everything I need to know for right now. I am ready for life.
5) I have destroyed energy consumers and have renewed myself. I am full of life.
6) The only time that matters is now. Timing has never been so perfect.

Now!!! I feel much better. That was along tedious process but I feel better. Now I can destroy the habits of negative thinking by replacing them with these affirmations.

Stay tuned for the new results of my life.

PS. After years of reprograming my thoughts, ideas, knowledge of Love i have finally found!!! LOVE!!
Lopez is the most wonderful lover, friend, and companion. I am truely blessed. He gets me through my darkest hours and shine light on my cloudy days. I love him and am in love with him. I never knew love could feel this good. For the first time...me and love are friends.
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